i took my darling derence for a ride on the Duck Tour today. “it’s your belated birthday present”, i told him. and that was how i accounted to his younger brother devin, as to why i’m only taking derence and not him.
short of the ugly f for “favoritism” word, i had no other excuse, really.
the Duck travels on land, then splashes into the river, then emerges on land again. it was a 1 hour journey, and of course, it was mostly tourists onboard.
derence seemed like he was on a mission to stuff as much junk into his mouth as he could. ice cream. marshmallows dipped into chocolate fondue. french fries. nuggets. soft drinks. candies.






there are many reasons why he’s my favourite kid (the only kid i even like?) even though lately, he has one million “whys” and i don’t have answers.
why only boys need to be soldiers? why does she know the way and you don’t? why is the ferrari the fastest car? why cannot sit there? why must sit here? why is gorgor working today and you’re not? why you take so long in the washroom?
6 hours spent with him felt like 60 hours to my aching legs and tired arms, not to mention, brain activity, to answer some of those “whys”.
we had a lot of fun, mostly because he’s really fun to hang out with, fun in a really fun way.
he shops with me, picks out earrings for me, questions my reasons to buy a handbag, tells me he doesn’t like my short crop, prefers me in long hair. he’s a little gentleman, more than eager to dig into his Ben10 wallet offering to pay for ice-cream.
8 years since he was that little red-faced, big-headed newborn baby lying in that crib, i loved him the moment i saw him.
someday, he’ll be taller than me. “that’s when we eat ice-cream and you can be the one to pay”, i always tell him.